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Bryant
Cheated on me
and that was the end of livejournal and a perfect relationship...........
Good bye.
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| Growing Up? |
[14 Apr 2005|09:05pm] |
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♥Today I finally took my bunk bed off...well most of it. ALL BY MYSELF :0 I feel like Super-Woman lol jk
♥I've been thinking...Its time I have to grow up and "act" my age. So I'm "re-modeling" my room and trying to think differently. No more kid shit...Its just something I feel I have to do. Even though it sounds retarded. And things HAVE gotten better just by me thinking differently. I'm not there yet. But I WILL get there. Hope that made sense. But the reason why I'm doing my room is because its filled with kids stuff like toys, powerful sheets, and strawberry shortcake blankets. And I seriously need to get rid of it...lol Okay yeahh...I feel retarded lol
GUYS read this!!!
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[13 Apr 2005|09:58pm] |
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I got bored so I'm going to hurt your eyes
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♥Today I kicked back with Bryant and had a blast...It feels good to laugh and be happy. And when he looks into my eyes and says he loves me so much the feeling is so crazy that I cant even describe it! lol Yeah I LOVE YOU BRYANT ORTIZ! ;) ♥
I hate when I have to play messenger between my parents...ugh!
Question of the day:
Whats you're favorite song at the moment?
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| I'm a Bitch. |
[11 Apr 2005|10:26pm] |
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I'm crying again....Its weird cause I find myself doing that a lot now...
My mom has been going off on me all day for:
-Reason one I got out of my pjs and into other clothes and so she only gave me 2hours to go out today.:(
-Reason two My cell phone bill was $200.11 which wasnt even my fault...and she just said she is going to cancel it :(
***See when my mom yells at me...she starts saying shit that makes me feel so low. I mean she doesnt know how much I've worked to get things good again for me, School Wise. I never hear encourage-ment. Then when she gets PISSED she throws shit at me :( Then like always I run to my bed and cry until my eyes are literally DRY.
Then to make things worst I feel like no one wants to hear me out...and I feel so ALONE...and like always I run to my bed and yeahhh....
I've become REALLY sensitive because I get hurt easily now...I dont know why.
I dont know. But I dont like the feeling. Things arent going good and they arent getting any better either. I feel like I'm losing everything. And I need that feeling to go away. Like now. :(
I want to be happy and laughing again...I want to go back to one of those times where Me and Bryant were laughing....
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You said you would be home by 10 its 10:41, Where are you? :'(
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| Got Me Trippin |
[11 Apr 2005|11:00am] |
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Stop Insulting me.
Stop accusing me of shit.
Stop Breaking Promises.
Stop lying.
And EVERYTHING will be okay....
♥Diane
"I cant show you how much I love you. Its something you're suppose to feel."
I feel like Dancing. Lets Dance!!
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[10 Apr 2005|10:43am] |
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Last night Me and my neighbor Jez went to this WACKKK ASS show...where no band played haha but yeah we didnt go in. I saw bryants friend come so I ask him if bryant was there and he was. So me and jez kicked it with bryant and his friends for a little. Then bryant, me, jez, and are friend david went to smoke out. THat shit was bomb. But anyways fuckkkk Jez got FUCKED UP!!! hahahaha that shit was so fucking funny. But yeah anyways....Bryant lied to me :( He said he didnt smoke out with the guys and later on he said nah i dont want no more cause i'm still high from before...and i was like wtf....man i HATE that!!! :( man I'm scared of losing him :(...:( I love bryant soooo much and i want to be with him forever!!!!! blah...I'm scared.
I think I'm still high.
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| Just wanna |
[09 Apr 2005|01:26pm] |
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ewwwwww...hahaha...its a shame bryant doesnt let me post his picture too. I had to color over his hott little face. Oh well...
Yesterday I got some bomb ass Chronic for 4 bucks....Freshmans shouldnt try to slang..seriously lol Well yeah me and bryant smoked it and was tripping out on videos on ebaumsworld.com. lmao Are friend was tripping out as much as us and he wasnt even on one. lol. But ANYWAYS...
I'm sooooo happy I have a week off from school.
Question of the day:
Who/What do you love?
Answer in the most ghetto-est sentence you can. lol
EDIT// 4:15pm
Is it wrong that I want Bryant home?
Because he just left with his guys and it made me feel like SHIT.
If I'm not with him or not talking to him I'm truely unhappy.
Whats wrong with me?
Well today nothing is up for me like always. Just locked in my room bored. Yes people. I'm a Loser Its time you guys know the truth.
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| Reality. |
[07 Apr 2005|09:28pm] |
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I love to recieve gifts and be suprized. But that never happens.
I stayed home today. Because I was sick. I was waiting all day until 2:15p.m. And again It wasnt worth it. Oh well.
Once tomorrow is over. It will be Spring Break. Yay.
Question of the day:
What is the worst thing you fear in a relationship?
I fear the lies and the loss.
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[05 Apr 2005|07:52pm] |
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Stolen
Post This In Your Journal. And See What Adice you will get.
If you had to give me advice what would it be?
Post Anonymous If You Wish.
Be Truthful.
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| It wasnt even worth the wait. |
[03 Apr 2005|01:47pm] |
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I stayed up till 4am for you, Worried.
I even slept with the phone in my hand.
But you were just out breaking another promise...
But dont trip, now its time for me to break that same promise. Trust me I will.
I wont back out this time....I wont.
You killed my day again.
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| Wack Status |
[02 Apr 2005|10:10pm] |
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Yikes.
What A Wack Ass Saturday!! lol Oh Well.
Yesterday Me and Bryant Ditched School. It Was Cool.
I Got To See Him And David Practice Again. And Got To Hear The New Songs.They're tight!♥
Question Of The Day:
Whats Your Opinion On Animal Torture?
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| Rest In Peace |
[02 Apr 2005|12:30pm] |
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awwww thats so sad. The pope just died :(
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| BORED!! lol |
[01 Apr 2005|10:13pm] |
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SHORT ANSWER:
I AM: bored!!!
I WANT: to not be bored!!
I HAVE: nothing to do!
I WISH: I wasnt bored.
I HATE: being bored.
I WONDER: if other people are bored.
I LOVE: Bryant and not being bored.
I ACHE: of boredom.
I ALWAYS: have nothing to do cause its boring.
I DANCE: when I am bored.
I SING: when I am bored.
I CRY: when I am sad...then I get bored.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: entertained because I am bored.
I WRITE: because I am bored.
I WIN: never.
I LOSE: never.
I CONFUSE: everyone when I am bored.
I NEED: something to do because its boring.
I SHOULD: SHUT UP about being bored.
God dammit!!! Its BORING!!!!
Question of the day:
What do you do when its boring?
hahahaha........I'm stupid.
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| Taa Daa |
[31 Mar 2005|09:23pm] |
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Sorry I havent been commenting! I'll start tomorrow, PROMISE.
( Two Cuties )
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| Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy! |
[30 Mar 2005|07:39pm] |
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Oh yess Today is 1year and 9months with Bryant!!
To Bryant:
Happy Anniversary Hott Stuff!!
Love you FOREVER!!!
♥
Love,
♥Diane
My mom suprized me with a ditigal camera!! like weeks ago! lol yay!
( Under the weight of my regrets )
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| SCHOOL SUCKS |
[29 Mar 2005|07:38pm] |
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UGH..2more weeks until Spring Break!
Times like these I wish I was in Kindergarten again!!
When nothing mattered and everything was fun...:[
Oh great theres a Bug on my computer screen.
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EDIT//
Too early for you...
I am BORED out of my mind.....
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| WACK |
[28 Mar 2005|08:14pm] |
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I AM SO TIRED OF SCHOOL!!!
And the weather isnt helping it...
Question of the day:
What do you see yourself doing on your 21st birthday?
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| Fight. |
[26 Mar 2005|03:17pm] |
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Fuck! Its hott. I'm soo tired of school! I'm so happy its the weekend. Even tho I'm sick =\.Yeah on wednesday Bryant took me and Jon to Melrose haha We saw some naked fucker walking around it was pretty sick and funny lol. But they were filming it so that was weird. lol I bought a shit load of stuff too :) Its was pretty cool...Well Imma go back to watching Harry Potter now cause I'm a Thug like that hahaha...:x
Question of the day:
Whats the earliest thing you remember in your life time?
My Answer: I remember being in the crib and trying to get out lol
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What do you do when every conflict runs towards you?
MAKE A RUN FOR IT!...
Yup....I'm feeling like SHIT again Whats new, right? Sorry to break it to you but CRYING isnt new either.....
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| POKE! |
[21 Mar 2005|06:05pm] |
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Well everything is cool again. But I swear Drama has a way of following me and it drives me nuts. I really dont care if people talk shit about me but when it causes conflicts with me and bryant then thats it because Bryant means EVERYTHING to me. And I dont want to lose him ever! Because I love him so fucking much!!!!
BUT...All I gotta say is FUCK those skanky ass bitches!
Question of the day:
What rumors have been spread around about you?
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